Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Back to Reality

It's always a strange day your first day back to reality. My five day absence was all but a walk in the park. I am so exhausted but the world will not wait for me to catch up. It kept moving on. I came back to school, having two tests that I was not prepared for. I hate feeling like the odd ball out and missing out on things that happened around me. It's weird to try and jump back into the swing of things acting as if nothing has happened. My heart hurts, my mind hurts, I just want to be with my family, but I have responsibilities, work and school. I need a vacation!

Hopefully the rest of this week my spirits are lifted, but I'll only to be reminded of the recent loss on Monday as we say our final goodbyes. Luckily I have an amazing family and great friends that I am surrounded by. They always know how to bring about laughter in a time that something other than tears are needed.

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